7:04 p.m. || 2006-03-08
dreams
Heya. Long time no write, huh?
I guess life has been ok recently. Exams this week....which kinda sucks, but at least it makes the days go faster...kinda....yeesh. The spanish exam was frickin' hard! NOONE understood it...so i just guessed randomly :P meh. spanish isn't important to me anyway..*harrumph*
But enough about that.
I've had very strange dreams recently.
Seriously strange.
Like monday night I dreamt i was hanging round the roundabout by the firestation..and i heard this really loud, heavy breathing coming from nowhere.
it was just surrounding the place entirely.
And there were kind of oval-shaped clouds....and whenever i could hear air being breathed in, the clouds would just get sucked into the horizon..and when it breathed out..theyd just reverse into place.
It was kinda freaky actually.
Then there was another one which involved a dungeon..and there were these two women (one old, one young) and they found this guy half-dead..and his head & neck were pretty much split completely from his body
...and he just kind of laid there.
And then his heart started pumping really fast through his broken ribs (which was visible...his chest had been ripped open :S) and the older woman decided to beat him to death.
I've never had a dream like that before >.< generally my dreams are boring and pointless. But that one really scared me.
The strangest bit was that when I looked up all the stuff in the dream dictionary, it described EXACTLY how i'd been feeling...or rather how i AM feeling.
(I must warn you, this will not be short. Just skip ahead if you can't be arsed.)
To be exact:-
Heart:- Symbolising the emotional centre of our being, the heart expresses our need for unconditional love, nurture and emotional security. If broken or imperfectly formed, the heart may point to insecurity in your feelings toward someone close to you.
Blood:- Blood is most frequently a symbol of life itself, but if it suddenly pours out or appears as a stain, it may represent violent emotions or excessive self-sacrifice: are we exerting an effort, perhaps in a relationship, that is not truly appreciated?
Bones:- Bones may symbolize a desire to get to the root of a problem, to strip it to its essentials. Broken bones may point to the dreamer's perceived defects or errors, whereas a skeleton is commonly associated with death.
Scars:- Scars may carry their figurative sense of hurtful memories or traumatic experiences. They can be taken as awareness that it might be time to examine the roots of the continuing pain.
Wounds:- Deep flesh wounds inflicted by a knife can symbolise the female genitalia (riiight..). For male & female alike, this dream image may also express a fear of sexual aggression.
Darkness;_ Darkness descending may suggest the repressive forces in the unconscious are preventing the dreamer from dealing with important but uncomfortable feelings or thoughts in the conscious mind.
I personally find this very weird. My dreams hardly ever relate to my feelings. Either its part of growing up, or these feelings are extreme O.o wooo.
Riight..I'm bored now. Bye bye
Song of the day:- Alanis Morissette:- Hands Clean (I am obsessed. again.)
Phrase of the day: Wateringcown.
