6:03 p.m. || 2006-05-13
fuck it
Listening to:- Sum 41- The Hell Song (my new song of addiction)
Thinking:- This is so fucking unfair.
Mood:- >:( RARRRGHH
I'm feeling seriously fucked off right now.
Why?
Because I'm not good enough. For anyone.
Nothing I do is good enough anymore. I don't see my point for anything. What have I ever done for you?
Yeah, this could be hormones or depression or paranoia kicking at me, but I actually don't see what I've done for people.
And I don't see how I can change that.
Another thing. I feel as if I can't be told anything.
(i am aware i'm repeating words a lot).
Noone will give me a straight answer.
Why can't they just tell me the straight truth?
I'd rather it were the honest thing but be bad than be unsure about it and end up panicking for ages.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm sorry. I know all this crap is boring and stupid but I ahd to vent my anger somehow.
And there's no way in hell I'm gonna tell my parents about it. Not this, anyway.
