9:24 p.m. || 2006-04-24
what?
Listening to:- Ayumi Hamasaki:- Everlasting Dream
Thinking:- Why am I sad? :(
Mood:- Read above
Yeah, so...next week is production week.
Must say I'm both excited and scared,
But I know it'll be fine, i'm just worrying again.
Can't wait until this week is over.
Or at least until wednesday when I cam meet the forest forgers again.
School isn't doing me much good right now.
Mostly because I spent most of today doodling on paper or my arm.
I can't seem to pay attention in school these days. My mind just wanders off elsewhere and I don't acre about my grades anymore.
Apart from the subjects I actually want to use in future careers of course.
Like Drama and Art.
The rest can go to hell, frankly.
Look! It's one of thsoe "SCREW THE WORLD!" moments again.
Joy fucking joy.
And yeah, I feel crap. But I have no reason to feel crap. Which frankly is rather stupid.
I have plenty of reason NOT to feel crap.
SCREW HORMONES AND RANDOM DEPRESSION!
A few weeks ago I actually thought I might have depression.
Now that just makes me feel stupid because I obviously don't :P
It's just hormones screwing with me..
No need to get a councillor for THAT.
*is stupid*
Screw it! I'll just have to slap myself and get over it.
Chocolate shall be my medicine!
*runs away**
yes, ok, that was arandomly crap entry, but hey...I felt like writing my feelings down :P
helps sometimes.
*shrugs*
